DO NOT LITTER...

I was taking my sis from school the other day and I saw this apek dengan sewenang2nya threw away this plastic he drank out of into the sewer a.k.a longkang... What is it with people littering? Can't they think what they are doing? They are polluting the Earth... Hello people, God gave us Earth to protect not to pollute...

I'm not an angel of not littering, I also did a few times but it was excusable... I can't put something icky and gooey and sticky in my pocket can I? And that apek can easily find a trash can somewhere (i saw there was a trash can nearby) where in my case, there wan't a trash can in sight... Even the smallest paper I put in my bag or pocket... I was taught since I was a kid not to litter... In school (somewhere in the US), that was the basic thing that my teachers taught me... My parents also taught me the same thing... I was shocked when I came to Malaysia and see how dirty this country is... Now, being here more than I've been there, I can see why it is...

Come on people, lets do our part in saving Mother Nature... She's giving us a place to stay... We can at least just try not to litter and pollute this world.... One person makes a difference... I'm not asking to recycle or anything, just DO NOT LITTER... It's not that hard... If I can do it, so can all of the other people out there... Come on and lets save Mother Nature, lets save Earth...

Moving

Here i am...
In Tanjung Malim...
With bad internet connection...
No malls...
No cinemas...
No friends...
Plain lifeless...
Plus jobless and broke...
Its not that i need any money being here and stuff but i also need to feed my phone, right?
Takkan yang tu pun nak ask from parents? Right?
Oh, and I really do need money for my trip, reunion trip with my friends...
(Another reunion but this reunion is reuniting my form 1 friends in Gambir)
(Where i switched schools like 3 times during my secondary schooling eras)
That is gonna cost me about 400 bucks...
Mana mau cekup duit if my pay is still with the PPD?
*sigh*

Being in a town where everybody knows everybody ain't that fun...
Being in a town where I don't even know anybody too ain't that fun either...
I just love Penang, been there since forever and it feels like home...
Missing Penang already, damn...
Somebody from Penang, come get your ass down here and marry me and get me back to Penang!!! HAHAHAHA....
~I wish~

And here I am rambling about God knows what...
I think I'm going crazy?
Am I?
Nah...
Just need to get used to this place and I hope it is better than kL...
I never did like kL much...

Rambling again...

Thinking on what I should do but it still hasn't hit me yet...
(Ok, this is about the job part)
Should i go back to studying?
Or just wait and find a suitable job?
Haruskah aku istikharah on this matter? hmm...
Friends, help me on this thing...
LIZI, YAN, LISA, MUN'IM, AKI and the rest of my blog friends, pls give me the best advise you guys can give... (thank you very much)...

Rambling yet again...

Despite the moving, me being jobless and no love life at all, I am quite happy being who I am, with the family I love...
I am at peace (except when i think about the job n study thingy haha)...

~ THE END ~

* for now ;p *

Passing Thru...

It's been a while not coming and updating my blog...
What happened during the last month?
Nothing much,the same old rutin...
Just another week and I'll be finishing my contract as a guru sandaran...
Dilemma again...
What the hell am i going to do next?

Work?
Xdapat any job that I applied for yet...

Further studies?
But I'm not sure if i should continue my business studies or go another direction which IF I do it will be twice as hard...

Kawen?
Lambat lg...


Kids at school?
Still love them,gonna miss them but sure in another 10 years they surely wont remember me hahaha...

Things at home?
MOVING in another two weeks...
Off to Tanjung Malim...
*urgh,hate moving*

Feelings inside?
Still healing...

Oh,I forgot....
Pre-reunion was the BEST!!!
Love u guys so much...
~lizi~
~hang~
~rin~
~fza~
~naimah~
~dayah~
~intan~
*penyebok named esyam aka johan,ur not that bad,thanks for keeping up with my rude behavior towards u (trying to push him away,thats why,hahaha)*

Overall,I'm doing just fine...
(^_^)

I'm In LOVE!!!!

I'm in LOVE....
I'm falling so in LOVE...
I'm falling for Aiman...
I'm falling for Ariff...
These two cute kids are from my class...
I dont have their pics yet and i hope i can take their pics soon...
I dont know why I have a soft spot for these two kids...
Maybe it's because they "stalk" me and today they got sent to the headmasters office coz ponteng class...
Darjah 2 dah pndai ponteng...
But they skip class just to come and see me teach my Standard 1 kids...
And when recess time, they come to the bilik guru and ngendap2 me there too...
Where ever I go, there they will be...

Nak cte how this happened panjang sangat...
Just enough expressing myself here that I'm gonna be very sad leaving the school in another one month +...
Aiman also told me to stay and dont go...
He said to come and see them once in a while when I leave...
Sangat terharu....
I'm really gonna miss them...
Especially my 2 Sejahtera students...
Really, really, really gonna miss them...

~ am i taking things too personally? ~
~ i cant help it, i just love kids ~

Pengorbanan?

jeles
dengki
dengki
jeles

nk ikot kwn g perlis

tp kje pada hari jmaat dan sabtu

sabtu kje sbb skolah nk gnti cuti raya nnti

perlis ~ taklimat + ronggeng bersama kwn2 tercinta

taklimat ~ mcm nak tp kne tgk dpt kje atau x

ronggeng ~ sangat dan teramat la nak

kwn2 ~ sangat, teramat dan really miss them a lot

*sigh*

Bosan....

A certain feeling comes over me,
Whenever someone tells me they like me,
A certain feeling fills the very heart of me,
Whenever I hear them pouring over me,

Hatred, pain, fear, disgust,
Even to the ones I trust,

Is it because of what I went thru?
I guess that is also a bit true,
Whenever I think abt the past,
I wish I could take it back,

But things happen for a reason,
And this made me stronger,
I learned never to trust another,
Just to protect my heart from some other,

Living in the past
You may think I am,
But I'm looking to the future,
Just to be a better man....

~~~~
Setiap apa yg terjadi pasti ada hikmahnya...
If one thing doesnt work out for me, I wont give up and i wont be mad...
Coz I know down the road, He has a better plan...
Dan aku akan terus melangkah utk mencari diri ini...
Dan aku akan terus bergerak utk mencari keredhaan Tuhanku yg Maha Mengampuni...
KepadaNya sahaja aku berserah setelah berusaha bersusah payah...
Dan syukur alhamdulillah kehadrat Ilahi kerna aku amat bahgia di saat ini...

Tribute....

Yes, this is one of my classes that I teach...
Class 1 Cemerlang...
Nak Cte abt all of them mmg tak kan dapat la, this blog will be too long...
So i'll just talk about a few of them :)
Sbnrnye nk boh lg gmbr budak2 class nie but myb some other time...
Sangat busy la skrg nie...
Nie sj curik time to do this padahal banyak lg kje aku tak wt lg nih...

Inilah dia (pic atas skali), Mohd Ariff (kiri) dan Mohd Nazmi (kanan)...
Aku amat syg pada dua budak ini...
Mmg amat nakal tapi sgt dengar cakap guru mereka...

Si Ariff tidak pndai membaca dan maseh blm dpt tulis ABC dgn btl, G terbalik la, B terbalik la...
Masa ngajar marah la tp bila ingat balik nk tergelak pun ada, kesian pun ada...
Mana tak kesian, budak2 yang lain dh leh at least can read and recognize a few words (in english coz i teach english) tp dia maseh terpinga2...
Tp oleh krn berkat kesabaran aku, aku nampak dia leh terima cara ajaran aku...
Dengar guru2 yang lain bercerita, dia mmg tak nak belajar and kalau tekan skit dia akn nangis...
Dengan aku takde la pulak, kje dok main, gelak, jalan sana sini dan membuat muka slumber badaknye bila aku marah....
Muka slumber badak dia la yg aku geram sgt tgk, ya Allah, mmg comel sgt, cm nak ganyang pun ada, hehehe...

Ha, itu baru cte psl Ariff, blm lg cte psl Nazmi...
Tadi, masa aku dok suh diorg wt kje, Si Nazmi nie leh menari2 smbil wt kje...
Nyanyi lagu 'Ketahuan' lak tu, hahaha...
Lps tu senyum dia, pergggghhhh, teramat la manis...
Setiap kali aku pndang dia, dia msti senyum...
Adoi, naseb kecik, kalau tak aku wt dh jadi pakwe, hahahaha...
mau je aku bawak balik dua ekor budak nie buat adik...
~anak xleh ok, aku maseh muda, blm layak menjadi seorang ibu hahahaha~
And budak Nazmi nie mmg la baik...
Pape mesti tanye aku dlu...
Sebenarnye, semua budak cmtu tp Nazmi nie cara dia lain skit...
Kalau class bising, dia akn cakap, "hampa nie suma bising la, senyap la teacher nk ajaq"...
Lepas tu muka dia masa tumpu perhatian, wah, mcm aku sorg je dalam class tu hahaha...
Rasa cm org bercinta lak, hehehe...

The feeling of teaching mmg amat best...
I never thought teaching can give me a great feeling of satisfaction...
Myb it runs in the family...
My dad's a teacher, my mom's a teacher...
My dad once told me he loved teaching, it's his passion...
At first I never did understand but i guess now I do...
My dad once was a PR for UMW Holdings Berhad but he quit coz wanted to be a teacher and after that continued his studies and finally being what he is now, a lecturer...
And I AM SO PROUD having a dad like him...
Mak, Nurul bangga jadi anak mak gak ;p
Sayang sgt sama kedua org tua ku itu...
Kalau mereka takde, I wouldnt be where I am and what I am now...
Love u mom, love u dad, you guys are the best parents in the WORLD!!!