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Best 1st Date Ever!

I had the best date ever in my life yesterday! On the 27th of November 2010. I dunno but it felt as if I were in one of those movies. You know, a guy taking a girl on a romantic date at the finest place. It was so dreamy ^_^

Ok, the details...

Around 2.15pm he fetched me at home. We went to QB where he already bought movie tickets the other day before the date to make sure we get good seats. So we were early about 30 minutes and while waiting we talked. I was at that time sorta shy. You know, its a first date and even though I knew him since grade school, we never talked to each other.

After the movie, we went to the arcade! It was definitely fun! We raced each other and I won once coz i was lucky of course and than he won the next race lol. After that we played tembak2 game which I accomplished to suck LMAO! I would absolutely do that again ^_^

We finally loosened up after playing in the arcade and he wanted to asked me my opinions on perfume so we went and he showed me some of what he likes. And to my surprise, our taste are the same ^_^

From perfume, we just walked around him asking me what I wanted to buy and me asking him the same question. Than after I said I didn't want anything, I asked him again where are we going. So he said a gift shop. The first thing on my mind was that he wanted to find something for his friends wedding. So I asked him what he wanted to buy. He said something for ME! OMG! I was seriously so very embarrassed! Nobody in my life ever did something like this for me. So finally I picked out this little stuffed puppy not too expensive coz I don't want him thinking that I am a gold digger or something but I love the puppy

Happy!

I've been in a good mood lately unless when it comes to late nights but overall even though I've been lied to, I can say I am happy and at peace. Maybe berkat solat dan doa I guess. Another reason is I have great friends on my side and also a certain fellow helping me stand on my feet again. To you guys out there, thanks a lot! No, thanks a billion for helping me out and making me feel good and making me not think about what had happened! To Fiza Amin, Hang Nur Idayu, Hazrina Hamid, Suriah Bahari and not forgetting Kamarul Azlan, thanks guys! You brighten up my days! Love y'all! Muah! Muah! Muah!

Kawan2 Tunang

OK, gua jeles lihat kawan2 rapat gua tunang... Ramai kot! Haish... Hehehehe...

Berhenti Berharap...

Hati aku maseh berharap. Kena nyanyi lagi Berhenti Berharap by Sheila on 7 la cmnie hoping one day hati dah tak mengharap lagi...

Boring Rambling...

In another 4 weeks, I'm off to Shah Alam. I haven't packed anything yet coz it's still way too early. But I did my medical checkup already and maybe in another 2 weeks I'll pay the fees and I'll start packing the last week I'm here.

Actually, I'm so bored right now. I got nothing to do. I want to do some reading tapi malas la pulak. I'll get to the reading soon coz I've got a few books still untouched. At least, I hope the reading can get these stupid things off my mind...

I'm still hoping. Yeah... I just wish I can brainwash myself or maybe get amnesia or something as long as I can forget him... But I know, everything happens for a reason. And I'm still figuring out what the reason is... And I know He has something better for me and it's just a matter of time... I'm willing to wait as long as in the end, I'll be happy...

Men and Their Lies!

Or in my case, MAWI and HIS LIES!
OK, these are some of the messages he sent me which are full of lies and deceit...

"K, kalau jadi bulan 12 aku g la pinang ko"

"Aku dh suh tnye pak ko psl kawen kn? ko tau tak apa nak wt?" "Jgn menggatal la syg..peminat kne haramkan ehk..."

"Reason dia aku dapat rasa antara dia dgn ko,ko lagi aku tak leh nak lupakan..cuma masalahnya aku nk pilih,tp aku tak nak sakitkan hati yang lagi sorang..so susah la kje aku.."

"Ntah la dia tu..mslh btl..tggu la aku jmpe dia.." "Aku nak mntk putus cara baik la..aku rasa jodoh aku mmg bukan dgn dia..."

"Takde syg..i love u..n aku mmg nk kawen dgn ko..hehe..."

"So bg diri aku disahkan muktamad la...aku cuma nk ckp dgn awek aku je skrg aku dgn dia takde jodoh utk kawen...pas aku dh bgtau kompom la kita kawen...kalo dlm diri aku,muktamad la aku nk kawen dgn ko..."

Ini baru sedikit yang terang lg bersuluh dia ckp atau lebih sesuai dia mesej aku. But now? Same old person who I thought had changed but not even slightly changed a bit! The thing that makes me so frustrated is he always runs away. Why is it so hard just to tell me the truth? Things would be a lot more easier if he had just tell me the truth. I don't know what's his problem with telling the truth and being honest. Some people just never learn from their past including ME!

So when he started to run away, I begged! YES! I DID! HOW PATHETIC RIGHT? But I just wanted to get a straight answer. But he never answered my calls and never replied my SMS's. So dari aku menyalak mcm anjing asking him questions I know he'll never answer, I guess I'd better SHUT THE EFF UP and go on with my life.

Than I started out my new so called life on HARI RAYA QURBAN where I am sacrificing my heart and my HAIR! YES, I cut it short! I'm also thinking of coloring it but nah. And now I am looking forward to next month to further my studies and hope I get the SKS so I can study and work my ass off so that all these stupid things in my head get blocked away. Well, besides study and work, fun is also on my list coz single people must have fun lol...

OK! BLOG GO!

OK! I'm here again! No point in stop blogging I guess...

New news? STUDY!!! I just can't wait to continue my studies and hope that I get the SKS (Skim Khidmat Siswazah) thingy. At least I don't have to pay the fees and I get to work and earn my own money while studying. I really hope I get this so I won't have to ask money from my parents...

Future plans is study and work my ass off so other things wont get to my head. Maybe when I'm done with my masters, I'd do my phD. This all depends. Like the Malay saying "kita merancang tapi Tuhan yang menetukan segalanya". And I know what He has in store for me is the best :)

Blog Stop!

Starting from now on, I will be taking a 'holiday' on blogging. Yes. And will start writing again next year or in a few weeks after all has been said and done. It's not fun writing your own blog with someone stalking you and trying to get all the information they can get...

Well, just updating my life. I am going to continue my studies in another 2 months! I am so excited! This is just the right time for me to make myself busy and concentrate on my studies alone. No more men. No more heartache. Just me and my friends ^_^