Take me as I am...

Baru je lepas membaca blog rakan2 terdekat dan sedar yang mereka yang bercinta, merasa cinta semuanya sengsara. From ceria to duka, itu apa yang telah aku baca from a friends blog. Entri2 dia yang pada awalnya ceria sejak akhir2 ini bertukar kepada duka. Yang happy pun ada keraguan dalam hati. This thing will never end. Haish...

Menyedari apa yang diperkatakan, she was kinda right. My entries while I was not crushing on anyone was much more happier compared when I'm crushing on someone. Why does this thing have to be so complicated? Honestly I was happiest when I was a substitute teacher teaching last year. Tumpu and bagi perhatian and angau kat diaorang lagi berbaloi kot.

Is it a must to tell someone you like all about your past? For me what is important is here and now. Everyone has a past that some may not be proud of. So learn from the mistakes and go on with life. Thats how I work. And if you tend to know something about me, take it in coz I can't change what has happened in the past. And if you're afraid that the same thing will happen to you, don't treat me like the others had treated me.

I hate it when I fall helplessly head over heals for someone I tend to do anything and everything for that person. Is that called stupid or just plain stupid? Belum tentu that the guy will do anything and everything for me, kan? All a girl needs is words of assurance... That is enuf for me. I dont want diamond rings, I dont want a big car, I dont need money, all I need is someone to be there for me... And the person that I want is not... Here I am back where I was 5, 6 years ago...


*once my parents ask me when am i going to get married,i'll kill myself,hahahahaha*