New Plan...

Recently I've made a decision to further my studies. I've printed out an application form from UUM and I'm gonna apply online with UiTM after I've scaned all the documents needed. I've always wanted to further my studies but had no enthusiasme to do so. But the past few weeks, I didn't know what got into me to apply right now. Good thing that UUM and UiTM intakes are open for application now so I wouldn't have to wait so long.

I called UUM just now and asked whether a business education background like me take some other course and she said yes but I would have to take an additional of 3 core cumpolsary subjects of the course I apply. So I guess that will also apply to UiTM kot. Well, I just hope that I do get in somewhere doesn't matter if it is KPLI or DPLI or these two universities as long as I get to do something.

And if I get to further my studies, it will be full time and maybe it will take about 2 years to complete my studies. I'm gonna be 25 this year so when I'm done, I'll be 27. Then I'll be 27 with no money and God knows what will happen. But I think it's a good start for me to start all over again. I hope everything will turn out ok.

Up for grabs!

As above, I'm up for grabs, hahahahaha...

Truth...

Truth hurts but it is liberating...



btl ke x ntah ayat english aku nih,hahahahaha...

Kerja oh Kerja...

I've made up my mind. I'm not going to continue my contract here at UPSI. Why? Coz I'm sick and tired with this same job everyday, looking or dealing with the same people everyday, the same stupid problems everyday. This is not an environment I wanna work at. But the staff here is nice. I like them. And another reason I ain't continuing this contract is bcoz I have to move to a different PTj. Urgh... And the staff here told me to be careful there... Sigh...

So, after quitting, what am I gonna do? I dunno... Just go with the flow... Haish...

Take me as I am...

Baru je lepas membaca blog rakan2 terdekat dan sedar yang mereka yang bercinta, merasa cinta semuanya sengsara. From ceria to duka, itu apa yang telah aku baca from a friends blog. Entri2 dia yang pada awalnya ceria sejak akhir2 ini bertukar kepada duka. Yang happy pun ada keraguan dalam hati. This thing will never end. Haish...

Menyedari apa yang diperkatakan, she was kinda right. My entries while I was not crushing on anyone was much more happier compared when I'm crushing on someone. Why does this thing have to be so complicated? Honestly I was happiest when I was a substitute teacher teaching last year. Tumpu and bagi perhatian and angau kat diaorang lagi berbaloi kot.

Is it a must to tell someone you like all about your past? For me what is important is here and now. Everyone has a past that some may not be proud of. So learn from the mistakes and go on with life. Thats how I work. And if you tend to know something about me, take it in coz I can't change what has happened in the past. And if you're afraid that the same thing will happen to you, don't treat me like the others had treated me.

I hate it when I fall helplessly head over heals for someone I tend to do anything and everything for that person. Is that called stupid or just plain stupid? Belum tentu that the guy will do anything and everything for me, kan? All a girl needs is words of assurance... That is enuf for me. I dont want diamond rings, I dont want a big car, I dont need money, all I need is someone to be there for me... And the person that I want is not... Here I am back where I was 5, 6 years ago...


*once my parents ask me when am i going to get married,i'll kill myself,hahahahaha*

Mengantok & Business...

Hari ini saya banyak kerja dan sangat mengantok. Dah lama saya tidak update blog saya dan cerita yang terbaru adalah "I'm single" dan menolong abang tercinta dalam membuat business berasaskan pendidikan... So sesiapa yang ingin turut serta dalam business ini, boleh la menghubungi saya ataupun abang saya di dot dot dot hehehe... U guys can leave me a comment and i'll email u my number ;)

HELP...

I'm trying my best to be the perfect girlfriend and wife-to-be but there is always something I do that is just not right. I just don't understand where I'm going wrong. I don't cheat. Never ever thought of cheating on the person I love. I try to be understanding but sometimes trying to be understading turns the other way. Why does that happen? I think of him but he thinks that what I do, my actions, are not. Is it wrong not to call him coz afraid that I will disturb his slumber? Is it wrong for me not to call him too often to avoid from the bills getting too high? Almost everything I do I will think of him first. But why with what I do, we always get into fights? Why? I just don't understand. Someone pls explain what I'm doing wrong. I'm in need of some HELP! Pls, I'm getting more and more frustrated each day...