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Hi again blog....

Last day of May is already here and tomorrow will be 1 month being engaged and 5 months being with my fiance. Some people ask how does it feel being engaged? I feel the same everyday but the idea of being someones fiancee is great! And also the day of my engagement of course hehehe...

So, just got back from Tanjong Malim actually. So tiring. Before that I was in Penang meeting my fiance and learning a few business stuff. Wow, banyak kali jugak kn guna perkataan 'my fiance'. Suka suka! Hehehe... OK, saba Nurul... The meeting with my fiance this time was educating and of course fun could never be taken out of the picture ^_^

However our goals when we meet is always eating some place that we (more to ME) wanted to eat such as Subway, Nandos, Kenny Rogers, Ikan Bawal, Laksa and so on wasn't met. Well, we wanted to go eat there but our tummies were full akibat heavy breakfast with future MIL and future BIL. Another reason my cravings weren't met is because we just don't have enough time. 1 whole day takkan la nak melantak all that kan? But what we got to do was Starbucks! Hehehe...

My fiance also took me to see Fast 5. Seriously I felt so damn guilty for agreeing to take the midnight show. One thing about my fiance is that he can't stay up that late, hehehe... So the midnight movie was a wrong decision... (B syg, sy tak kutuk, b comel sangat bila terlentok2 dalam wayang tu hehehe) But seriously looking at him terlentok2 ngantok, I felt damn guilty... So after this, no more midnights...

The next day, he offered to send me back to Tanjong Malim. The second time. First was when we officially became an item and now as his fiancee. That I also felt guilty coz Tanjong Malim and Penang ain't that near you know. Besides that, the money spent sending me home also ain't a small amount. Dah la nak simpan duit nak kawen kan? Lepas tu dok membazir with sending me home bagai. I should of just say no. Tapi gedik and selfish nak spend more time with fiance.....................

Stayed 1 day at Tanjong Malim, seriously didn't wanna come back to Suck Alam! But I have to. Need to claim gaji and nak mintak cuti for next week. I hate coming back so much that I don't even feel like talking about it coz it sucks big time...

OK... We planned to take the kursus kawen in July but we've got to know that USM holds its kursus at the end of each month so enf of July puasa so tak jadi. Maybe we would be going in the end of June. Hmm... I'll update about that soon and my goal before kawen is:

1) KURUSKAN BADAN!!! (get back the 44kg's 6 years ago!)

2) Licinkan muka yang penuh dengan parut jerawat n also jerawat! (boleh ke?)

3) Sihatkan badan... (agak musykil, bila nk exercise nye?)

4) Improve self... (masak, prangai etc)

Tu je kot... If there is more, I'll update on that too... So sleeping time! KOT! The time is showing 107am already... So peeps, I'm off... Over and out...




p/s: ok,i'm missing kamarul azlan like crazy now...

Hmmm...

Hi blog....

Actually I have no idea what to write in here. Erm... Gambar tunang malas nk upload boleh? Lgpun followers here sume ada my fb so just see there la. My lil sis lagi la, upload sume gambar yang ntah hape2 but takpe lah. Kenangan hehehe...

Lepas tu, my exams are finished, waiting for my results in July... Now I'm full time SKS worker. And my lecturer wants me to continue my contract in July and August where IPSIS tetapkan we should sambung in September. I don't want to continue the contract in July and August coz I'll be all alone at home in Shah Alam. Yang paling teruk is masa puasa! Berbuka sorang2. That is so sad! So readers, please pray for me that IPSIS tak bagi sambung contract those two months...

Besides my boring old life, one thing that makes me all excited is that I'm getting married! OK, fine, I know lambat lagi, 1 year+ lagi but can't a girl be excited? Hehehe... OK, I admit that I never thought about these stuff before. I only start thinking about this thing after my engagement and now I'm so lost! I dunno where to start! But the thing that I'm so looking forward is on the dresses. My dad wants me to wear songket! I never liked songket. But it depends. If I look good in it, what the hell la kn? So I'm thinking to try on these stuff just to make sure I look the best on my wedding day. OMG! Seriously I think I'm turning into a cerewet old lady that wants this and that for her wedding. But its a once in a lifetime thing right? I want things to be perfect. Well we will never get perfect but at least orang cakap puas hati....

So whats my problem right now is I dunno where to start and when to start. Bila nak start cari baju sanding, bila nk start anta kain nikah ke tailors, bila nk siapkan all the door gifts, when nk start upah kad and how long does it take to siap, and all the other stuff. People say awal2 kne start tp 1 year+ cam lama lagi so nak start bnde? So pening... And another thing yang I dunno what to decide is my tema kawen. Belah laki dah tau dah, BLUE! Just what kinda blue I'm not sure. Hari tu Encik Tunang tunjuk but I forogot boleh? Hehehe... So my side apa yang cantek eh? White+Pink? White+Lavender? White+Turquoise? White+Pink+Lavender? I need help.......

OK lah, nak tengok tv2,cm best je cte dia hehehe...

Esok!

If only I knew then what I know now... Encik Tunang knows what I mean... But what I really want to say is that I can't wait for tomorrow! Nak jumpa Encik Tunang! Its been more about 2 months jumpa Encik Tunang kejap2 je. Nak sembang pun tak puas... OK, gtg... It looks like it's gonna rain... Balik naik bus pulak... Haish... Adios peeps!

Summary...

Who would ever thought that I'd be engaged right? I mean for the people who knows me and my history of my so called love life, I'd be the last person on their list to actually get engaged and get married. OK, maybe not last but one of the last hehehe...

Actually, it is kinda shocking for me too to be engaged. I'm sure that my Encik Tunang also feels the same. Kan b kan? Hehehe... It happened so fast and out of our hands. OK, we could do something but I guess both of us were ready to jump into the next stage of our relationship.

We had been actually been 'dating' for 1 month before we decided to be a couple. And we were a couple for 1 month when I met his family and his family met mine. Actually Encik Tunang's mom said that they just wanted to get to know my parents. OK, so the day after I met them, they went to see my parents and all of a sudden, something like something happened! Hahaha... And the next thing I know, my risik day was set which was changed to my tunang date. After coupling for 1 month and dating for 2, this is the result. Freaky right? Hehehe...

Well, me and Encik Tunang both was shocked and both were speechless. I asked if he was OK and he asked if I was OK. I was obviously in shock but yes, I was OK. I dunno why but I was. I didn't even have second thoughts of what was happening. It's like I know that this is it. And alhamdulillah, our relationship went well for the past 2 months while waiting for our engagement day...

Our engagement day was on the 1st of May, exactly 4 months since the day we were together. Kejap je kan? That's why I said, takde sape sangka. When I told my friends pun, they were shocked most Hang Nur! She was so excited! She made me even more excited! Hahaha... Seriously I love that makcik. She's been with me through everything. She was there when I was happy, she was there when I was sad. She was always with me through my ups and downs. Thanks Hang Nur! Love you till death! OK, enough about that. Nanti jadi tribute to Hang Nur pulak hehehe...

And before we knew it, we were engaged! (^___^)

Now we have 1 year+ to plan for our wedding. I suck at stuff like this and its a good thing that my dad's brother's and sister's are experts on this stuff. Well, not experts but they know more then we do hehehe... So, I'll be letting them handle my wedding la kot. Kot la. Of course I have to look into it also right? Do I have to? This thing will surely make me clueless like hell! OK, lets not think about it. But what I do know is that I want my wedding to be the best wedding for me and Encik Tunang. Sweet and simple. Just like me. BLUEEKKKK!!! Hahahahaha... Nak muntah puji diri sendiri hahahaha...

OK, I think this is it for now. A lot of my friends say that masa tunang, ada banyak dugaan kne tempuh. Well, I hope everything will be just fine. I hope both of us can go through everything together. OK2, panas gila dah nie. Thinking of taking a shower....

ENGAGED!

Encik Tunang! I <3 you sooooo much!!! I didn't tell you that you looked so handsome in Baju Melayu kn? Well, you do hehehe...

Me! Thanks Rin for the gorgeous picture! ^_^

Me and Encik Tunang! It's kinda disappointing that me and Encik Tunang takde proper picture together while our ceremony. Well, we'll make it up on our wedding ya. Boleh kn b? ^____^

The whole gang!!! Thanks guys for coming!!! Sangat3 terharu tau!!!

I'm officially engaged to my Encik Tunang, Kamarul Azlan! OK, do I feel any difference? Erm, I don't think so. I feel just the same. Just engaged hahaha... The only difference is now I don't say 'My boyfriend bla bla bla' but I say 'My fiance aka tunang bla bla bla'... Actually I like using that word... Seronok hehehe...

I had a blast on my engagement day. I thought that I'd be nervous or something. Yeah, I was nervous but only in the beginning when I was called out of the room for the sarung cincin ceremony and stuff. Damn, I so did not know what to do. Gila blurrrr hahaha... Tapi when all that was done and the people went to menjamu selera, that was it! I had a blast with taking pictures and having fun with my dearest friends and family! I want to upload more pictures taken by my sister but it's with her in Tanjung Malim. These pictures are the pictures that I just copied from Facebook from my friends. Maybe I will upload more. MAYBE. So lazy uploading but MAYBE I'll make an exception this time hehehe...

Oh, and the best part was I did not have to do ANYTHING! I was like a princess. Nak do something tapi dihalang. All I did was potong bunga for bunga rampai. That's it.... And seriously, I can't wait to be married to my Encik Tunang. Nak cantek2 lagi! Hehehe... But most of all, I can't wait to live my life as a wife to my Encik Tunang. I really hope I can be a good wife and also give him cute children... I also hope that I can be a good daughter-in-law and sister-in-law to his family. This freaks me out most of all. I hope I can cope and adapt right away in this new role...

Well, look at the time. I'll probably write more soon. Now I gotta go to bed. Encik Tunang wanted me to sleep before 3am but now its 3.12am! Haish, asyik ingkar bakal suami nie. Apa la Nurul... OK2, lets jom! Hehehe...

*happy mood*

<3 <3 <3

p/s: thanks to mak,abah,amir,ziqah,asyikin and adik beradik abah in cheras for making my E-day the best E-day ever! <3 u guys till death!

Demam T_T

In less then 48 hours I'm officially gonna be someones fiance. The best part is, I'm sick! My body aches, my nose is running and my throat hurts. I hope I'll recover by Sunday. It's gonna suck being sick on your engagement day..................

Gonna update this blog after the day coz in a few hours, I'm off to Cheras! I hope everything is gonna be OK......... And I'm excited to see the preparations! I hope my flu goes away when I see my pelamin and hantaran and stuff ^____^

MERDEKA! NOT! 7 DAYS TO GO!

Finally done with exams! But there is still one more assignment that needs to be done. Damn. But I'm gonna rest for a few days first, get some SKS work done and see what else is needed for my E-Day! OK, I still gotta find a tudung for the special day and give my uncle my dress for him to find me a selendang. Basically that's just it, I guess. The rest my family is arranging ^_^

Oh, and my dress KETAT KOT! Or is it meant to follow my body shape? But I think ketat kot. Mana taknye, ukur badan last two and a half months ago! Now? Dah gemok kot! Damn. OK, days left, 7. Vegetable soup ONLY is on my diet. And some sit ups. Yes, I can do it even though I love to eat!

OK, I'm sleepy. Sleeping Time! Gudnite peeps!

p/s: i miss u kamarul azlan....................................................