Ordinary Days...

Section 1:
There's nothing much that happened these 4,5 days of mine...
Abah balik dari Tanjung Malim,suka sgt kalau dia balik coz abah boleh bawak jalan2,hehe...
Mcm budak kecik but that's the truth,hahaha...
Today,i went thru my closet of clothes,mak suruh,and seperated the clothes that i want and don't want...
Mak wants to give then to those who needs it more...
There were tonnes of stuff that i gave away,sayang gak some stuff but from letting 'em rot,baik bagi orang,dapat pahala sikit...
Yesterday pegi tesco and masa balik my dad made the most stupid joke of all that made me laugh until now,hehe...
Nak cte sini xbest,myb some other time (^_^)
Owh,btw i met WAWA,my classmate while studying in Arau...
She is working there (tesco) (^_^)

Section 2:
One thing that is bothering me is WORK...
I still have no idea what i'd like to be or work as...
I wish i just could get married to a prince and be a princess and help my prince rule the world and make it a better place...
But that's impossible...
Sumenye dasar politik je skrg and some of these politic ppl only think of themselves... ~not all,just some of them~...
Well,back to WORK...
I'd love to be a teacher and teach english but i'd have to go back to "school" and take TESL for another 2 years....
By then i'll be 26,too old...
I also wanna like further my studies but my dad said i'd better work first...
Sometimes when i tell my dad what i wanna do,he will be like "no,do this,no do that"...
Kinda frustrating and makes my spirit drop to ground zero....
And at times when i ask "abah,tell me what can i do?",he'd go "do something you like,find something u take interest of"...
But when i do,ade2 je his i-dont-know-what lectures about if i do this,i have to do that yada yada yada...
Stuck,torn,clueless...
That's how i feel right now...

Section 3:
In a state like mine,i wish i had something to do to make me forget about all my worries....
Ok,this is the relationship part...
At least if i was working,i'd be busy doing my job and having less time thinking about less important stuff like this...
How the hell am i gonna get out of this mess?
I'm facing the truth and taking it quite ok,its not that bad but the wanting to have someone there for me is so strong...
Well,like it or not,i still do have to face it....
Just hope that i will still keep being strong...