I've held all my feelings inside just to burst into tears yesterday. I've tried to hold it in for almost 2 years and yesterday it came all flowing out. All the feelings I felt, all the hurt, all the pain was still there but the reason that made me cry was realizing how much I miss him. I miss him so much but I can't. Missing someone who is going to marry someone else is just not right but I mean no harm. I just miss him. I miss him. I really, really, really miss him......
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
I Miss Him...
I've held all my feelings inside just to burst into tears yesterday. I've tried to hold it in for almost 2 years and yesterday it came all flowing out. All the feelings I felt, all the hurt, all the pain was still there but the reason that made me cry was realizing how much I miss him. I miss him so much but I can't. Missing someone who is going to marry someone else is just not right but I mean no harm. I just miss him. I miss him. I really, really, really miss him......
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daling nurul bole x ang jgn sedey...jodoh tu ditgn tuhan...jodoh cepat ke lambat akan ada gak tu....we dun noe when but for sure one day it will come to u...aku faham perasaan ko time ko ckp rindu tu...tp xslh if ko tanya kabar sidia...dan berdoa ja....we will olwez be by urside k...so anytime u can just tell me:)
apo kato hang p dating ngan orang len......leh penuhkan masa lapang hg dari hg dok fikirkan pasal dier jer.....
i'm feeling u nurul. but i know ure strong, infact, ure stronger than me. bak kate org, bunga bkn sekuntum, kumbang bkn seekor, berekor2 lg dlm dunia ni. ;D if u need someone to talk to, im always here for u, remember that. :)
sue ~ aku rindu dia je,kawen atau x dgn dia,aku xbrp kesah pun huhu...
faizal ~ ko ingt selama 2thn nie aku wt apa? aku cari org lain utk date2 la tp xleh gak lupa kt sekor budak nih hahaha...
lisa ~ thanks babe! i know u're always there for me,i just need to reach out :) dan mmg tgh cari berekor2 tu tp the love is not there,syg ada,love xde huhuhu...
boooooooo.....hehehehe~
gila la ko sue :p
makcik! First love mmg la takleh nk lupakan... Tu la first time kita rasa cinta kat seorang yg brlainan jantina dgn kita.. Seorng kumbang yg tetiba sentuh hati kita. Org yg pertama buat kita gila! Betol x?? To tel u d truth, its hard to get over with my first love.. Smpai dh kwen pun ingt.. The same thng happen kat my hubby jgk.. Tapi slalunya, first love tu hanya utk mgajar kita mgenal cinta dan dunia.. Let go of thim.. Let go of the feeling! Open ur heart but never find sumone utk ganti dia.. Me love you! Aku akan doakan smoga hg akan jumpa dgn jodoh yg tuhan bg cpt2.. Hehe
hey nurul!! i knw how it feels wen suddenly u outburst such feelings... bt its better wen u cry n sm part of ur pain washes away!!
yuni ~ thanks yuni tp i always thought ur hubby was ur first love... terkejut gak hg kata bkn,huhu... its hard u know to let go... lg2 when he's like keeping in touch... i want to be friends but sometimes i cant lie to myself that deep down inside i still do love him T_T
shuchi ~ yeah,i did feel a bit of relief... i just hope everything will turn out ok... btw,thanks for visiting my blog from far away ~_^
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