Pesanan Untuk Cik Lizi Di Akhir Karangan Ini...

Mcm dah lama tak jenguk blog. Updates, I feel so much better than before. I am now in a safe zone which means I don't really beat myself up about things that are not in my hands. So that also means I'm not missing him anymore. I don't really think about him anymore. And I think I'm starting to accept what's not going to happen. I know things happen for a reason and I'm just letting myself go. I choose what I want to do hoping that keredhaan Allah is with me.

So, now I'm focusing on business yang tak seberapa business jugak la. Just hope what I'm doing will generate me some income for myself and pay my dad back what he lent me. And by the end of the year, I'll be off to Shah Alam taking my Masters. I guess that's about it. Through all my planning from early his year, it came down to this and I never thought of doing business. Well, from now on, I can see clearly what I'm gonna do and I don't really worry that much too. I guess all is turning out well.

OK, apart from the above, my brother is having problems with his sight and at the beginning I didn't really even cared because I thought it was nothing serious and sometimes he does like to exaggerate. But after a week plus, we went to the hospital and we were sent to Teluk Intan Hospital, then we got to know it was bad. They are putting steroids in his eyes and thank God that its working even though my brother says he doesn't see any improvements in his sight but the doctors say the opposite. This coming Monday, he's gotta go back to TI Hospital for another checkup and I hope his sight will turn back to normal. But sometimes I do wanna see him outside the house looking blind as a bat because once he's outta the house, he is sorta blind because he vision is very blurred. Just like a blind person who you need to hold on to to guide him around. Sisters will always be sisters huh hehe...

I was also thinking to start living healthy. You know, exercise and stuff. But I'm so damn LAZY! I do have a treadmill which my dad bought in the living room but OMG, I'm so LAZY *lol*. I need something to motivate me which I think nothing or nobody could. Well, lets just hope one day I'll get to it for good! Not only a few days and I quit for the whole year which did happen last year hahaha...

Friends? I still love them so much even we seldom get to gather like the ol' times. I miss The Marketeers! I also wanna see my friends daughter which maybe is turning 4 months old. Gosh, good thing nobody of The Marketeers are getting married or else I'd be in a lot of stress lmao!

p/s: Dear Lizi, I'm routing you to be the first of The Marketeers to get married! ^_^