BLOATED!!!

Hi there...

Just to jot something down to remember my pregnancy. Mana tau lupa kot kan...

First and foremost, I have been feeling damn BLOATED since I knew I was pregnant! Now at 11 weeks I look like I'm 5 months pregnant! I look FATTTTTTTT!!! I hate the feeling of this bloating. People might think I'm lucky for not having morning sickness but feeling bloated 24/7 ain't a good feeling either. This is one of the main symptoms that I hate most.


Next is constipation. Have to eat banana's everyday just to make it come out! Bila pisang dah habis, habis la aku. Sejam dalam toilet meneran benda yang macam tak ada. I know, gross hahahahaha... But I can handle this, it ain't that bad.

Me titties hurt everyday or every other day. There were a few nights that I couldn't even sleep coz it hurts like hell. But this is bearable too.

Nausea just hit me last week. LATE!

And that is about it besides food cravings and feeling way more emotional.

Semua complaints kan? Well, I guess when this little things gets outta me in a few more months, I guess everything will be worth it. Hope everything will turn out ok.

p/s: I still hate the bloating....

Yes! I am!

Shhhhhhh....

Just look at the new ticker. It explains everything ^______^

I Think I Am...

I think I am but I'm not sure. Checked and I guess I am but still not sure. I guess I'll wait again to make sure...

I'm Married!!! Overall Review...

Hello!

First post as a Mrs. ^__^

My wedding went smoothly, I think cause I didn't have to worry about anything on that day itself. 2 days before, my henna was a disaster! But on the day, I didn't give an eff. All I thought was for everything to be over ASAP!

Hated that I didn't get to look at the mirror when I was being done. I hate the tudung that my uncle made me wear. But good thing the makeup was ok, I guess cause my friends said it was ok, classic makeup they said. The food was nice, a lot of leftovers. What a waste. Telur also a lot left, another waste but takpe la, biar lebih dari xcukup kan? Baju? Also don't give a damn. I liked the songket, the dress was ok. I just really hated the tudungs that I had to wear. But whatever, I'm married! ^____^

The most unforgettable moment? Akad nikah...
Why?
Cause of course that time I officially became someone's wife and while salam'ing my family, haiyo, air mata berderu-deru. Mak nangis, abah nangis, amir pun nangis. Bila ingat balik, nak nangis lagi T_T. Ok, takmau cite dah....

Pape pun, best jugak bila dah kawen. Rasa macam dating tapi at the end of the day, no need to be sent home by the boyfriend. Like a never ending date hehehe... But! Now! I have to wake up early to send my husband to work. Tapi memang betul orang cakap, rasa tanggungjawab isteri tu datang serta merta. Tak seronok tak sediakan makan and minum husband, tak prepare baju husband, and stuff like that. Trying my best to be the best wife. Berusaha!!!

Ok, nak mandi. Kul 6pm+ nak ambik husband lak hehehe...

Gadoh di Ambang Perkahwinan...

Hey...

Another 3 more days to go and gadoh paling teruk dengan tunang. Gadoh kitaorang more to silent treatment masing-masing tapi kali nie paling teruk la. Rasa nak text to smooth things out tapi tak nak pun ada. No wonder I never had a dream of getting married or a dream wedding. It sucks rupanya. Kesian mak abah berhabis-habisan for me. Pape pun just hope nothing bad happens. I don't wanna hurt my parents.

Ok, this sucks. Bye!

Macam-macam...

Oh my! Sebulan lebih tak jenguk blog!!! Been busy as hell. Still busy as hell. In less than 24 hrs I have my final paper and I haven't read a thing! My SKS job is hectic! I hate working under this lecturer. Well, not hate but dislike is more like it. Hate is too strong a word. And assignments... Two more to go... Hope can finish all by next week so that I don't have to think much on the week on my wedding day...

Speaking about that, I have approximately 10 more days left as a single lady. Feelings? Well, I don't really have the time of thinking about it but when I do, lots of things enter into mind. Good stuff, not really good stuff, excitement, anticipation, nervousness, happiness, sadness, and all sorts of feelings mixed into one. Kepada sesiapa yang nak kawen tu, I guess you guys know what I mean kn? Hehehe...

Talking about marriage, the preparations are all handled by me loving parents. Thanks to them I can focus on my studies, assignments, presentations, and work. If not, I think I could go crazy! So basically I don't really know what is done and what is not. What I know is that this weekend I'm gonna try my baju pengantin again yg KETAT beberapa waktu dahulu. Coz I lost about 2-3kg's I hope that once KETAT baju won't be as KETAT as before huhuhu... Ok, cut me some slack. 2-3kg's ain't much but I'm happy coz my fat tu LEMAK TEPU! Just with jaga makan won't turunkan my weight. And I dont have time to exercise so ape lagi, makan pil kurus but only for a week and syukur alhamdulillah, turun 1.5kg's and the rest me do it on meself. Just needed that help of losing a few kilo's and with that, the will to maintain n lose more weight kicked in hehehe...

Oh, and months of searching for a house finally paid off!!! Menangis gak la masa crisis mencari rumah tu. Menangis teresak-esak jugak la sensorang kat Tanjong Malim time tu. Nak nangis depan adik malu, naik la atas masuk bilik mak tutup muka dengan bantal nangis-nangis. Tambah lak dok marathon cte korea, My Girl part minah tu nangis teresak-esak teruk, haih, cabaran oh cabaran. But now, everything is ok and rumah sewa cantek! Actually tak tengok lagi, Encik Tunang yang tengok but based in his comment and knowing his preference, the house is great :)

Ok, done for now. Suppose study tapi gedik menaip. Till next time. Bye!

Update! Again...

Long time no see...
The reason
1) super busy!
2) just plain lazy

Last post was more than a month ago! Erm, updates? Nothing much... Solemnization dress is done and damn gorgeous! Gaining effing weight. Mak dah pencen! I think that's it. Oh, and getting married in 43 days! And a lot not yet done!

Last fitting for bertandang will be done next week. Reception fitting still don't have a clue when it is going to be done. Malas dah nak ingatkan my parents about this. Esok kelam kabut, padan muka. Style tudung still unknown also. Ikut hati nak je pakai tudung bawal for all the events, senang cerita, no pening-pening. I have no idea about the progress on my wedding goody bags and stuff. I have no time to go back to Tanjong Malim and see even! Catering and pelamin, done I think. Tak ambik tau langsung boleh? MC, kompang, hantaran, and those stuff also tak pernah ambik tau. Perlu ke ambik tau? Karang sibok-sibok parents kata pulak. Baik buat tak tau. Tapi risau la jugak. Haih...

What would you guys do if all the preparations parents yang handle and you don't have a say in ANYTHING?!