Searching and Hoping...

Scared.... yes,that's how i feel....
Aku tau ape aku wt nie bordosa....
Planting the seeds of love but i am weak,as weak as a girl can be.....
I know its wrong but i do it anyways....
Cmne aku nk elak dari zina hati ini?
It'll be too cruel just to ignore someone without a particular reason....
We're just getting to know each other....
Aku dah minta petunjukNya,yakni dia harus ku tinggalkan...
Tp aku ingkar....
Aku tamankan dalam hati to be just friends hoping that this zina hati dapat ku elakkan...
I've told myslef over and over again to never fall again for the words of a man...
Ya Allah,perliharalah hati hamba mu ini Ya Allah...
Hamba mu ini takut... takut jatuh ke lembah yang hina lagi skali Ya Allah....
I just hope with Him always on my mind can make me stronger....
I hope with Him on my mind,i can nurture my heart,away from this zina hati...
I hope with Him always on my mind,i can find His keredhaan...
I hope with Him always on my mind,i can find his love and love Him in return...
Yet i'm still weak...