Amir...

Friday afternoon, about 3pm.......
Received a call from my mother.....
"Amir dh seminggu x pegi kje"....
"Amir dh seminggu x balik rumah atok"....
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Geram di hati hanya Tuhan je tahu....
Mula lah all the "kutuk'ing"...
"Amir like this lah,Amir like that lah"....
"Amir has never changed"...
"Amir will never change"....
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Ibu mengata.....
Abah mengata...
Tp dalam mengata, risau kt hati diorg dpt ku lihat....
Anak laki sorg, anak harapan....
Aku sbg adik pun kecewa....
Kecewa tatkala dia lebih mementingkan kwn2 dia, awek dia....
Lagi hati ini mengutuk....
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Tonite, Saturday, about 1.30am....
Recieved a PM from Amir...
Didn't say anything to him just said that mak wants her laptop back coz ada kursus,kne bawak laptop....
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.:::copy paste chat with Amir:::.
The Unfound: aku tgh lari nih sebenarnyer
Nurul: knp?
The Unfound: aku tanak balik dah
The Unfound: aku dah tekad
The Unfound: lambat laun mak abah pun akan tau... wat masa nih diorang tak tau lagi kot
Nurul: tau apa?
Nurul: hang lari wtpe?
The Unfound: yg aku nak lari...
The Unfound: tanak balik umah dah.... like i once told you all before
The Unfound: aku dah start dah lari
The Unfound: sebab tuh aku pening bila mak mintak laptop, aku tak tau cmner aku nak kasi tanpa jumpa sesapa
Nurul: ko makan apa dok lari2 nie? ada ke duit?
The Unfound: pepandai aku lar.......
The Unfound: aku tanak menyusahkan mak abah dah.... and i want to do things my way....
The Unfound: berjaya ke tak pepandai lar aku hidup
The Unfound: aku dah besar
The Unfound: i just want mak abah to restu whatever im doing and not to worry
The Unfound: one day aku akan balik insyaallah
Nurul: ye la bgtau la abah ko ok...
Nurul: jgn la hilang cmtu
The Unfound: no
Nurul: org risau la
The Unfound: takyah risau
The Unfound: skali skala aku akan email or msg ko dlm fb
The Unfound: start next week or something aku akan tukar my numbers
The Unfound: aku nyer 017 aku dah tak on dah
Nurul: ko nk aku bgtau mak abah ko ok ke x?
The Unfound: ermmm for now if they dont know anything then biar je lar
The Unfound: klau diorang start tanye ckp je aku ok
The Unfound: just dont ever change ur fon number
The Unfound: nanti pepandai lar aku contact and update you
Nurul: aku lak br ingt nk tukar
The Unfound: all i know is im not coming back
The Unfound: ko tukar pun ko msg aku kat faceebook or email me
Nurul: ok..
Nurul: ko nk wtpe je nie?
The Unfound: aku ada lar few things yg aku plan
The Unfound: i just want to do what i want.... and hopefully one day i can show that i am capable
The Unfound: if not berjaya pun to at least survive on my own
Nurul: ye lah,just elok2...
Nurul: jgn wt bnde xelok
Nurul: jaga diri baik2
The Unfound: ermm hopefully
The Unfound: aku akan try my best to find a way to get the laptop back home
Nurul: one more thing...
Nurul: jgn lupa semayang
The Unfound: ermm?
The Unfound: yeah
The Unfound: apa2 pun once mak abah start asking.... tell them not to worry
The Unfound: tell them i'll be ok
Nurul: ok
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He also gave us (me and sis) credit last night....

Terharu....
Guilty....
Scared...
Risau...

What am i to do?
He's my brother...
Aku xnk abg aku susah sorg2....