32 weeks...

Hello y'all!

Assalamualaikum.....

Apa nak tulih tak tau kali nie. Merepek meraban je kerja. Hmm...

I think pasal pregnancy la kot. Sejak ngandung tu je la update yang boleh update pun. Nak cakap pasal bercinta, dah kawen. Nak cakap pasal preparation kawen, dah kawen. Nak cakap lovey dovey pasal suami, nanti orang muntah. Tapi nak jugak la cakap pasal suami, tengok ramai mana yang muntah hahahaha.

Ok, first of all, pregnancy progress. This week, 32 weeks. Last week pergi checkup, my baby is bigger than she's supposed to be. Big baby, small mommy. Meaning mommy is being in more pain than usual. Previously in pain 24/7 but pain still bearable, now, pain also 24/7 but getting more and more unbearable. Kadang-kadang macam nak nangis je. Malam-malam bila takleh tido, which has occured to me these past 3 days, memang dah nangis sikit sebab sedih sangat. Mengantok tapi tido terlentang sakit, tido mengiring kiri and kanan sakit, tido duduk sakit pinggang, tambah pulak demam n sakit tekak, oh my, tak tau macam mana nak tahan another 50+ days. Tapi Allah takkan bagi ujian yang hambaNya cannot endure kan? So this painful feeling that I am taking in every single day masih boleh ku tahan. Just hope it doesn't get worse.

Lepas tu perancangan nak beranak memula nak beranak dekat HUKM but due to my husband ter'terpengaruh dengan kawan dia yang hantar isterinya balik kampung before beranak, he wants to do the same thing. Katanya takut nobody at home to send me to the hospital if dia pergi kerja memandangkan we live on the highest floor, tingkat 4 and no elevator, maka dia agak risau. He also risau kalau nak terberanak time waktu orang balik kerja. From our house to HUKM amat la dekat but if waktu balik kerja, boleh jadi 2 jam baru sampai hospital. Terberanak la dalam kereta. Walaupun memang takkan and mutahil, but itu la katanya hahaha. Maka dengan kuasa veto suami, I will be sent to Tanjong Malim early of October. A month early from due date. Kesian laki aku sorang-sorang kat sini nanti. Tak sanggup nak tinggai pun ada. Haih.....

Barang-barang baby? Mostly pakai hat adik-adik punya hahaha. Baju-baju adik yang sekarang form 2 masih ada, mak simpan. So new born baby wear beli tak sampai 10 helai la, jimat! Barut semua ada dah. Erm... Botol susu dah beli, changing mat, nappy liners, lampin kain, bantal, towel, pun dah ada. Tinggal diapers je. Diapers pakai buang esok nak p beli. And barang mommynya lak, mesti la tak beli set bersalin lagi hahaha. Yang tu mintak mak mtua belikan so nanti by the end of this month, mak mtua nak turun KL she will bring the thing along. Dengar kata set Nona Roguy tapi maybe set Anugerah jugak. Dunno yet. Terima aje la apa pun. Tak reti pun bab-bab nie hehehe.

Barang-barang baby yang besar like stroller and car seat tu kemudian lah. Crib pun abah dah belikan. Semangat betul bapak aku beli barang bagai untuk cucu sulong dia hahaha. Mak la cakap abah eksaited secara over hihihi. Siap balik penang cari barang-barang untuk baby semua. Survey bagai. Aku nie ha takde pun survey-survey, malas! Ok, I admit I may not be like other mothers but I admit that I never liked shopping anyways. Penat kot. Suka lagi membina badan duduk kat kedai makan minum-minum and makan-makan hahaha. Baju sendiri pun dah lusuh baru nak beli baru. Tu pun sejak berkawen, suami yang beria-ia mengajak shopping and belikan. Harap sendiri? Memang takde maknanya. Tudung pun malas nak beli, dapat banyak pun sekarang ehsan dari mak mtua hahaha. Mak mtua banyak tudiung!!! Untung ai dapat tudiung freeeeee hihihi...

Apa lagi nak merepek nie?....

Harap-harap lepas beranak nie leh dapat kerja. I applied a lecturing job through JobsMalaysia, as a lecturer, harap dapat la panggilan. Now tengah tunggu TPM UiTM. I hope I can get that too coz at least I can be a full time student and full time housewife and full time mommy! I'm actually aiming for that. And MAYBE will apply a lecturing job at UPSI, under fakulti bahasa. Takkan nak freelance sampai sudah kan? Plus tak cukup kot income with my freelancing job. Need more to give the best for little baby. Hope I can be a good mom and wife at the same time.

OK, malas dah nak merepek. Patut translate kerja but gatai tulih belog. Boring new job nie, last job at least kartun yang best, nie discovery kids yang ntah pape. No wonder nak menulis blog hahaha.

Ok bye!