35th Week Checkup

Hola!

Assalamualaikum!

This week, dah masuk 35 weeks pregnant. Another 5 more weeks to go! Yeay! I hope that I will beranak earlier than expected. Bukan tak sabaq nak jadi mak tapi tak larat dah, berat aih perut nie tapi I know for sure that I'm gonna miss this little thing moving inside me.

So just came back from my checkup. My weight, 65kg! An increase of 1kg in 2 weeks and a total of 11.5kg increase! I've never felt so fat in my life! Fundal height, measuring an extra 1cm, which maybe means I still have a big baby. Baby's heart rate, normal. I know my baby is head down already, been like that since week 28 but finally I asked the nurse where is the baby's butt lol! The baby's been moving like crazy so I can't identify which part and what part is pushing my belly out. But now I know and can feel the difference hihihi.

Starting from now, I will have to do weekly checkups. My last checkup here will be next week and after that I'm off to me hometown continuing the checkup there. I can't believe that I just have 5 weeks left. I'm so scared and anxious at the same time.

I've been watching documentaries on child birth and reading a lot on this topic. The best I guess is One Born Every Minute. I just love that! I wish in Malaysia we could give birth like that. I'm not sure how they do it here tapi macam kena baring je. Like in the documentaries that I watch, we can be in any position that we are comfortable with. And I read and also learned in another documentary that vertical birth will make the mother deliver better compared to the lying down style. Seriously, The Business of Being Born, good one to watch. Here's the link (http://youtu.be/KvljyvU_ZGE). 

So that is one way for me to get prepared for delivery. I also read that just thinking positive and keeping cool during the process will also help. I hope I can do that. I'm just afraid that it'll hurt too much that I lose my cool and all my positiveness disappears lol. But I think I can do it. If I can I want a natural birth without epidurals or any pain relief meds.

I also have a few friends that are in the same boat! Liza is just waiting for her time to pop! I think she's 38 weeks this week. Rina is 31 weeks. Shikin Kamal I'm not sure, maybe a couple weeks later than I am. But basically, I can't wait to see all our babies! Since Liza is about to pop, I hope everything goes well for her, moga-moga dipermudahkan lah proses bersalin dia. Aamiin....

Apa lagi nak merepek ha?

No idea la pulop. Tadi ingat macam-macam nak tulih.

Takpe lah, till next time.

Adios!

A Little Something...

I still remember. I always loved babies, always wanted a little sister (been the youngest for 10 years) and always acted like a big sister to Beth (a kid that my mom babysat when we were living in the US). As I got older, I just loved looking at pregnant women. Wondering what and how did it feel like to have an actual human being living inside you. I always knew I wanted to have my own kids. I do also still remember when I was 18, I said to my friends the only reason why I want to get married is because I want a baby (it is taboo in my country having a baby without being married). However as the years passed by, I was unlucky in love. My goal was to be married by 25 but that did not happen. So giving up on marriage but still longing to feel the joy of pregnancy, I asked my mom the 'hukum' of getting pregnant by using a sperm donor. Surprisingly my mom did not object this thing on my mind but told me to research what was the 'hukum' in Islam and also reminded me that we are living in a society that this thing might bring slander. I was 26 I guess then. So when my mom said that, I was like, alright, fine.

Than surprisingly, this unlucky in love person got lucky and got married. And yes, in my mind, lets get pregnant ASAP! I was targeting of getting pregnant in 3 months. I didn't care that I was still in my last semester taking my masters coz if Allah gives the gift to me, there will be ways to support my baby.

Every month, if I were late, I'd do a pregnancy test. 1st month, 2nd month negative. 3rd month was too busy with class and work. Had an early miscarriage. I didn't do the pregnancy test though but I knew and husband knew I was pregnant, we just felt it. But I guess due to the stress and hectic life I was living, the baby did not stay.

The next months, I quit my job, concentrated on my thesis. Still every month I did pregnancy tests which all were negative even though I was late. I never thought it would be that hard just to have a baby. My family, both father and mother side never had a problem in getting pregnant. They were all pregnant in the first month of their marriage including my mom. The dissapointment after every negative test, I cannot describe. Heartbreaking.

I can't believe that only after 5 months I quit hoping. I just couldn't face another negative test. I just left this matter to god. Having faith that if He wants me to wait, then wait I will.

On the 6th month going on 7 I think, I was having cramps before my period. Actually it worried me coz I usually get cramps while having my period. It worried me also coz it happened after I miscarried. So this was the 2nd or 3rd period that I had after my miscarriage that hurt before my period. So, coz of that, I was worried and asked my husband to bring me to the clinic during the weekend.

Those few days were making me very nervous. I was afraid something was wrong. Can you blv that all your life you wanted something but maybe it could not happen? But I didn't think about it much. All I did was think positive.

The night before we went to the clinic, it was the week I'm supposed to get my period. I was still not late yet but I was thinking 'what the hell, just take another pregnancy test to tell the doc tomorrow your not pregnant.' At least the doc could prescribe me meds and not have me take a test.

Convinced I wasn't pregnant, I did the test quietly without husband knowing. All tests I did without him knowing actually lol. Didn't want him to feel disappointed too you know so better I feel it alone without showing him the pain every time I get a negative result. So, continue, I did the test that night. Wasn't waiting at all for a double line so after putting the strip in my pee, I went on doing other stuff. Around 5 minutes I think, I went to see the strip. Shockingly I saw a double line! But very faint. I had a double line before but that was because I left the strip outside too long. Thought i was preggos but I wasn't. But this time I just left it a little over 2 minutes so it can't be an error right?
In shock and disbelief, I texted my husband (he was fast asleep by then) that maybe he's gonna be a daddy.

The next morning, husband got up, went to the toilet and saw the test. He didn't look happy. I think maybe coz we were dissapointed a few times so we didn't want to get our hopes up too high. I told him that I want to buy another test just to be sure that it wasn't faulty. So instead of going to the clinic, we went to my aunts house coz she asked us to come over to eat and then went to buy the pregnancy test kit. Tested again, faint double line.
Thinking this time I AM pregnant, I just said to my husband, lets wait another week, faint lines does not convince me.
So we waited another week and yes, the line got darker.

Actually I was still in shock and couldn't beleive that I was pregnant! The month where you actually leave things to rest and not obses about, is when you finally get the greatest gift you always wanted. And after that, its history.

I am now 33 weeks pregnant, another 7 weeks till baby arrives. Yes, of course it already sinked in that I am pregnant with this huge belly and active baby! But it did take a while for it to sink in though lol.
Throughout this pregnancy, one thing I got to know, it ain't easy! I thought being pregnant will be a breeze but, it is way opposite. Just say I was in pain from before I knew I was pregnant (cramps that worried me early on) until now! Not a day passes by that I am not in pain. Now I am in more pain than before. But thinking that this was what I always wanted since god knows when, I'll face it with no compalints (I do complain, don't blv this statement) and with a positive mind (this is true but after every complaint lol).
Now it just has not sink in to me yet that I am gonna be a mom. I still behave like a kid at times. I hope that I can be a great mom, a great parent like how my parents are.

Another 46 days to be a mom. Wish me luck everyone.

p/s: wrote this a week ago,now have 39 days left..actually this is the first time imma post something using my phone so if the paragraph is looking crazy,maaf ye hihi...

32 weeks...

Hello y'all!

Assalamualaikum.....

Apa nak tulih tak tau kali nie. Merepek meraban je kerja. Hmm...

I think pasal pregnancy la kot. Sejak ngandung tu je la update yang boleh update pun. Nak cakap pasal bercinta, dah kawen. Nak cakap pasal preparation kawen, dah kawen. Nak cakap lovey dovey pasal suami, nanti orang muntah. Tapi nak jugak la cakap pasal suami, tengok ramai mana yang muntah hahahaha.

Ok, first of all, pregnancy progress. This week, 32 weeks. Last week pergi checkup, my baby is bigger than she's supposed to be. Big baby, small mommy. Meaning mommy is being in more pain than usual. Previously in pain 24/7 but pain still bearable, now, pain also 24/7 but getting more and more unbearable. Kadang-kadang macam nak nangis je. Malam-malam bila takleh tido, which has occured to me these past 3 days, memang dah nangis sikit sebab sedih sangat. Mengantok tapi tido terlentang sakit, tido mengiring kiri and kanan sakit, tido duduk sakit pinggang, tambah pulak demam n sakit tekak, oh my, tak tau macam mana nak tahan another 50+ days. Tapi Allah takkan bagi ujian yang hambaNya cannot endure kan? So this painful feeling that I am taking in every single day masih boleh ku tahan. Just hope it doesn't get worse.

Lepas tu perancangan nak beranak memula nak beranak dekat HUKM but due to my husband ter'terpengaruh dengan kawan dia yang hantar isterinya balik kampung before beranak, he wants to do the same thing. Katanya takut nobody at home to send me to the hospital if dia pergi kerja memandangkan we live on the highest floor, tingkat 4 and no elevator, maka dia agak risau. He also risau kalau nak terberanak time waktu orang balik kerja. From our house to HUKM amat la dekat but if waktu balik kerja, boleh jadi 2 jam baru sampai hospital. Terberanak la dalam kereta. Walaupun memang takkan and mutahil, but itu la katanya hahaha. Maka dengan kuasa veto suami, I will be sent to Tanjong Malim early of October. A month early from due date. Kesian laki aku sorang-sorang kat sini nanti. Tak sanggup nak tinggai pun ada. Haih.....

Barang-barang baby? Mostly pakai hat adik-adik punya hahaha. Baju-baju adik yang sekarang form 2 masih ada, mak simpan. So new born baby wear beli tak sampai 10 helai la, jimat! Barut semua ada dah. Erm... Botol susu dah beli, changing mat, nappy liners, lampin kain, bantal, towel, pun dah ada. Tinggal diapers je. Diapers pakai buang esok nak p beli. And barang mommynya lak, mesti la tak beli set bersalin lagi hahaha. Yang tu mintak mak mtua belikan so nanti by the end of this month, mak mtua nak turun KL she will bring the thing along. Dengar kata set Nona Roguy tapi maybe set Anugerah jugak. Dunno yet. Terima aje la apa pun. Tak reti pun bab-bab nie hehehe.

Barang-barang baby yang besar like stroller and car seat tu kemudian lah. Crib pun abah dah belikan. Semangat betul bapak aku beli barang bagai untuk cucu sulong dia hahaha. Mak la cakap abah eksaited secara over hihihi. Siap balik penang cari barang-barang untuk baby semua. Survey bagai. Aku nie ha takde pun survey-survey, malas! Ok, I admit I may not be like other mothers but I admit that I never liked shopping anyways. Penat kot. Suka lagi membina badan duduk kat kedai makan minum-minum and makan-makan hahaha. Baju sendiri pun dah lusuh baru nak beli baru. Tu pun sejak berkawen, suami yang beria-ia mengajak shopping and belikan. Harap sendiri? Memang takde maknanya. Tudung pun malas nak beli, dapat banyak pun sekarang ehsan dari mak mtua hahaha. Mak mtua banyak tudiung!!! Untung ai dapat tudiung freeeeee hihihi...

Apa lagi nak merepek nie?....

Harap-harap lepas beranak nie leh dapat kerja. I applied a lecturing job through JobsMalaysia, as a lecturer, harap dapat la panggilan. Now tengah tunggu TPM UiTM. I hope I can get that too coz at least I can be a full time student and full time housewife and full time mommy! I'm actually aiming for that. And MAYBE will apply a lecturing job at UPSI, under fakulti bahasa. Takkan nak freelance sampai sudah kan? Plus tak cukup kot income with my freelancing job. Need more to give the best for little baby. Hope I can be a good mom and wife at the same time.

OK, malas dah nak merepek. Patut translate kerja but gatai tulih belog. Boring new job nie, last job at least kartun yang best, nie discovery kids yang ntah pape. No wonder nak menulis blog hahaha.

Ok bye!

Resepi Nasi Daging...

Hello!

Assalamualaikum!

Post kali nie khas dituju untuk Rina Hamid. As usual resepi aku sesimple yang mungkin coz malas nak masak benda yang memenatkan badan di kala badan tengah berdua dan berganda. This resepi pun was taken from the Internet. Yes, thanks to the Internet cooking is made easy. Not only negative impacts occur with the vast use of the Internet, but para puan-puan like me yang tak pernah masak sebelum kawen dapat masak dengan sedapnya hohoho...

Ok, here are the ingredients:

Beras of course (ikut suka hati)
Daging (ikut suka hati)
Bawang merah*
Bawang putih*
Halia*
Minyak sapi
Butter/Margerin
Susu cair
Tomato puree (1 sudu cukup)
Sup bunjut Adabi (1sudu cukup)
Bunga lawang*
Kulit kayu manis*
Buah pelaga*
Serbuk kurma
Garam
Air

Langkah-langkah:
1. Hiris daging, rebus bersama sub bunjut and rempah kurma where air tu buat cukup-cukup je untuk masak nasi nanti, kalau belebih nanti buang.
2. Next, tumis semua bahan bertanda * dengan butter and minyak sapi tadi.
3. Bila layu, masukkan tomato puree tadi, takyah banyak-banyak kalau makan 2 orang, sparuh atau 1 sudu dah cukup.
4. Lepas kacau-kacau tomato puree tu, masukkan lak susu cair. Yang nie pun if makan 2 orang, no need banyak-banyak, kalau masak 2 pot nasi tu, letak dalam more or less separuh dari pot nasi tu.
5. Lepas tu masukkan la air rebusan daging tadi sekali dengan daging-daging dia tu. Like I said above, jangan main letak air, sukat yeee and perasakan dengan garam.
6. Dah tuang air rebusan daging tu, tuang je dalam periuk nasi yang dah ada beras yang korang basuh dan toskan.
7. Done!

Ok, nasi daging nie sedap makan dengan air asam. Boleh jugak kuah dalca. Air asam nie nak bagi resepi jugak ke? Tak perlu kot hahaha. If nak please do comment and tell me ya Rina Hamid!

-xoxo-

Pengakhiran Ramadhan Al-Kareem...

Hi!

Assalamualaikum!

Actually nak sambung juadah berbuka for the rest of the month but actually I totally forgot what I cooked in order sepanjang bulan puasa yang I left off in my blog the other day. But to make thing short and easy, ada la masak nasi tomato, nasi daging, nasi ayam, budu, butter rice, ayam nando's resepi Rina Hamid, fish fillet, and seriously dah tak ingat hahaha.

Untuk the second half of this puasa, husband and I ada la makan luar banyak jugak. P makan nandos, kfc, 2 times p makan with husbands' office mates, once with my aunts and uncles and family, and once with husbands' aunts and uncles. Erm... Tu je la update for the last days of puasa... Rasa kejap gila. And alhamdulillah, Allah gave me the chance and strength to puasa penuh this year! Yeay! ^__^

Oh and today will be bukaking puasa with in laws. Esok after husband balik kerja, terus bertolak balik Tanjong Malim, malam raya and pagi rasa di sana. And I know esok mak akan masak nasi mendi! Camtu ke eja? Hahahaha. Yummm!!! ^___^

Other updates?

Today will be 28 weeks pregnant! Welcome 3rd Trimester! Went to have a scan yesterday and for the second time baby tak malooooo!!! Tunjuk jugak tut-tut dia hahaha. Dia suka kot Dr. Don Lim yang hensem lagi baik hati tu. Lepas tu beza with 21 weeks pregnant ultrasound was that baby dah bambam! Comel je tengok! Itu bukan 3D, baru 2D dah geram. Kalau 3D tak tau la camne. And yes, my babys legs are long! This time 30 weeks in measurement! Weight, almost a kilo. Alhamdulillah my baby sihat. I hope she stays that way until I deliver and keep on being that way when she is outta ma womb. Oh, and total of 6.5kg si ibu naik berat ye. Harus la GEMOK! Only can naik 5.5 more kgs. And today dah mula pengiraan gerakan baby. Less than an hour baby dah gerak more than 10 times. Active anak aku hoi! Aku tido pun gerak-gerak bagai nak rak. But its good, I know my babys good.

Ok, lepas nie nak load another entry sebab Puan Rina Hamid asked for my resepi nasi daging yang aku pun ambik kat tenet hahaha. So, Rina Hamid, next entry is for you ;)

-xoxo-

Ramadhan...

Salam!

Mentang-mentang bulan puasa ko bersalam, kalau tak hello je ko kasi...

Hari nie genap la 9 hari kita dah berpuasa. Cepat gila masa berlalu. Alhamdulillah belum tinggal and oleh kerana tahun nie insyaAllah aku boleh puasa penuh, aku akan berusaha untuk memenuhkan puasa ku ini.

Ramadhan pertama, tak dapat masak sebab I had to go to work at OUM. Walaupun balik agak awal but sangat la penat sebab from OUM tu jalan ke LRT untuk balik rumah dengan perut yang boyot-jalan macam penguin tapi badan macam ikan paus. The night before dah la tido lambat, lepas tu bangun awal untuk siapkan sahur. Sampai je rumah around 3.30pm, terus tertido! Terjaga jam 4.15 sebab husband call coz kena ambik dia kat LRT. Bangun-bangun, mandi, solat semua husband dah nak sampai pulak so memang tak sempat masak la maka kami beli Dominos. So Ramadhan pertama, makan la Dominos. Sangat la tak seronok.Tapi alhamdulillah, rezeki.

Ramadhan kedua, pun tak sempat masak coz had to finish up freelancing job that was already due! So husband p je beli kat pasar ramadhan dekat bukit jalil. I ate soto, he ate bihun sup and dia beli otak-otak. Hajat memasak terkubur lagi tapi takpe lah, still rezeki.

Ramadhan ketiga, oleh kerana bahan-bahan dapur kekurangan, masak serba simple, nasi putih, sambal tumis ikan bilis and tak ingat la satu lagi lauk tu apa hahaha. Alhamdulillah, puasa-puasa pun makin sedap sambal tumis ku hihihi.

Ramadhan keempat, simple juga masakan permintaan husband jugak sambal tumis ayam. Percubaan kedua sejak kawen! Bayangkan rajin gila aku masak kan?! But again, sedap weh! Tak malu puji diri hahaha. Sebab tried a different type of recipe, siap letak bunga cengkih bagai tu. Husband pun cakap sedap. Tu yang paling penting hihihi.

Ramadhan kelima, pasar ramadhan! Sebab kali nie I wanted to go and buy air tembikai! Semua salah BFFs! Fiza and Rina! A few days jugak la tahan nak air tembikai last-last dapat jugak. Juadah that Sunday was I ate mee rojak, husband ate char koey teow, beli akok and murtabak and air tembikai! Yummm....

Ramadhan keenam, I did the simplest thing. French Toast! So we ate french toast with popiah fusion hasil resepi Rina Hamid! Sedap! Jangan terpedaya, walaupun french toast je, kenyang gila! Popiah Fusion pun tak abes. Padahal makan 3 keping seorang je roti tu.

Ramadhan ketujuh, I cooked kari ikan! Second attempt too! First attempt failed!!! So terus kecewa tak mau masak dah. Tapi kali nie, berkat bulan Ramadhan kot, and also tak pakai santan, kari ikanku sedap!!! Husband pun makan banyak and cakap sedap hihihi. Selain kari ikan, sayur taugeh goreng and kuih buah melaka hasil tangan air sendiri buat pertama kali. Alhamdulillah menjadi :)

Ramadhan kelapan, Husband fried ikan tempura yang beli dekat kedai yang frozen tu. Dia memang expert bab menggoreng, serah pada yang pakar hehehe. I cooked butter rice for the first time jugak! Gila takut masa nak berbuka tu tak sedap. But surprise surprise, sedap kot!!! Sejak aku ngandung nie memang sedap aku masak hahahaha. Owh, lepas tu rebus bunga kobis utk makan with the fish and butter rice. Kuih lak I did samosa, first attempt jugak. First attempt samosa, rasa samosa hahaha. Not as sedap macam orang lain buat but rasa samosa la hahaha.

Today?! Husband mintak mee bandung! Ok, pernah masak mee bandung je sebelum nie and kiranya sedap la jugak. So hari nie akan cuba masak sesedap yang mungkin. Kuih tak masak sebab selama aku buat kuih tu, husband makan SIKIT!!!! Penat den buatnye. Aku yang habiskan. Bukan tak sedap tapi main course bertambah, maka tak dapat la makan side dish. Sabar je la. So hari nie mee bandung and also kek lapis sarawak yang semalam husband bawak balik. Yummm... Hihihi...

Juadah berbuka lain insyaAllah akan diupdate kemudian hari ikut kerajinanku. But so far, alhamdulillah, semua ok. Tak sabar tunggu Sabtu nak jumpa parents and aunties and uncles nak berbuka sekali! Mak nak bawak home made apple pie! Yumm!!! Oh cepat la Sabtu!!!

Ok, done for today. Jom masuk dapoq!!!

Bye!!!

Anniversary + Honeymoon + Babymoon

Hello!!!

As stated above, last week (5,6 and 7 July) Husband tersayang bawa pi Honeymoon and Babymoon sempena 1 tahun berkahwin. Dia bawak pi Port Dickson (aku tak penah jejak PD!) and also Melaka (penah jejak sebab rumah makcik situ). Sebenarnya he made all the arragements senyap-senyap nak surprise la konon kan. Tapi memang surprise la sebab tak tau hotel mana dia nak bawak.

Friday morn dah gerak pi PD. Actually his plan was to go to Melaka dulu baru PD tapi disebabkan dia ada class presentation on Sunday, some things changed. So sampai-sampai je hotel PD tu, OMG!!! It was the best place ever! Ada snap some pics tapi malas nak letak dalam laptop but seriously, it was HEAVEN! Hotel yang disewa was on the water, the view was spectacular, the room was gorgeous, the service was great, it was damn relaxing. The best part out of it, Mr Husband arranged an anniversary dinner! Tu yang dia suruh bawak baju cantik sikit. Romantic benau laki aku hahaha. And the romantic candlelight anniversary dinner tu bukan kat hotel ye, it was in our room, dekat balcony, at the sea. Best sangat! The food was also delicious! Full course dinner semua sikit-sikit (aku suka makan!) tapi dalam dok kata sikit tu, dah nak last-last tu kenyang teruk. Nafsu makan kuat! Mana tak naik 3kg dalam sebulan!

Ok-ok, terskip pulak before dinner. Before dinner we took a stroll along the beach side dalam area hotel tu, tengok arnab-arnab and ayam-ayam that hotel tu dok bela. Lepas tu that hotel can let peacocks loose kat laman diorang tu! First time dekat gila dengan seekor peacock yang bertenggek kat chalet siapa ntah. Jalan-jalan tengok the garden chalet pun cantek jugak. Basically everything was nice and pweddy there. My husband nak treat me spa'ing but tak berani coz I'm preggos. Perut dah bulat macam mana nak lay on my belly kan? Unless they have a special bed for pregnant women yang mana ada lobang kat katil depa tu untuk letak perut. Xdak spa pun takpa, what Mr Husband did pun was more than enough :)

Lepas sehari kat PD, esok tu terus ke Melaka. Haaaa! Kat Melaka nie memang penat nak mampos! Town hotel, of course, it's Melaka, can't compare with PD, walked to town from the hotel. Dengan perut boyot tak boyot mana jalan dalam 15 minutes to the town area. Dari situ jalan lagi merata-rata. Oh so penat! Tapi dapat naik beca (JAKUN!) dan also boat (JAKUN!) hahahaha. Ate an almost 40 bucks aiskrim, sedap! Makan asam pedas! Makan A&W, makan makan makan, jalan jalan jalan. Balik hotel dah maghrib, penat, had fun, oh dan paling tak best jalan-jalan tangan lenguh sebab salah tido masa kat PD huhuuu.

Lepas tu, the next morn pagi-pagi dah gerak keluar after breakfast kat hotel sebab husband had to go to class! Tu yang tak best jugak. So drove back to Shah Alam, husband went straight to class, I went back home and then fetched him back from class. Kesian husband penat jalan-jalan, kena pi class, and then in the morn kena pi kerja pulak....

But overall, I had the best time berdua dengan husband! Sebenarnya all the time memang best dengan husband. Dia tak buat semua nie pun aku tak kesah but the fact that he did, made me really really really happy. Yela, lepas nie dah nak beranak, hidup mesti berubah after ada anak. Lepas tu husband mesti sayang anak lebih kan? Tambah pulak nak dapat pompuan (insyaAllah), komfem la anak pompuan melekat dengan bapaknya. But whatever it is, thank you so much B for planning this for me, for us! You are definitely the best husband in the world! ^____^

p/s: dah masuk 6 hari puasa..cepat je rasa...harap-harap dapat puasa penuh tahun nie..semangat nak memasak berkobar-kobar banding tahun lepas hahaha..to all readers, selamat berpuasa..jaga mulut,jaga mata,jaga telinga,jaga hati,jaga tangan,jaga kaki,jaga semua lah..(pesanan pada diri sendiri jugak hehe)

Dari aku yang rasa diri macam ikan paus
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